WHEN WOULD IT BE MY TURN

we carry these things inside us
that no one else can see
they hold us down like anchors
and down us out at sea

/emo qiqi is emo again/



HAHAHAHA i know I've posted this gif before, but hehehehe its really one of my favorite pictures!! Because Crazy Stupid Love is honestly one of my favorite romance comedy ever.:)) Sorry I seem so emo on my blog, hahaha the truth is I'm only in the mood to blog when I'm emo, so deal with it kay.

my heart is overwhelmed

"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, and even months overanalyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying the would've, could've and should've, or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move on."

Been feeling pretty moody and emotional lately but I've decided to be grateful for the things I have and the people around me. :)

A wallflower?

Can't stand how people have the power to consume me.
 ...
Sigh. I guess I'm just an immensely conflicted individual.



But in the end,
everyone turns into the person
they swore they'd never become.

“Before you speak, let your words pass through three gates.

At the first gate, ask yourself, ‘Is it true?’
At the second ask, ‘Is it necessary?’
At the third gate ask ‘Is it kind?’”

—      Rumi

it turns you into a story-teller

Its becoming harder and harder to fake smiles. So sick and tired of this wholly place.

I guess you don't really know how I feel which is sad, but its fine. I'm fine. Its okay because you mean too much to me.



pw would be over in two days. whooo

"If you really love her, you’ll be patient with her. 

 She’s not always that sweet, cute and loving girl that loves to tease you, play with you, kiss you and do those cute stuff with you. She’s not always that nice girl who gives you that warm smile and loves to play with your hair and tickle your stomach. 

Because sometimes or should I say most of the times, she can be that annoying girl who will test your patience. She can be an irritating, thick-headed girl who loves to run in circles and give you mixed signals that’ll surely freak you out. She will get in your nerve and dealing with her is not that easy. Her unpredictability can be a big problem knowing that she’s not that easy to read and thinking of what you’ll do with her when she’s in that state is like a solving a puzzle, very hard. She wants you to chase after her, and if you don’t, she’ll get mad. She’ll push you one second, and then pull you the next. She can be a real problem in the ass. 

But then again, if you really love her, you’ll be patient with her. 

In the beginning, you already know that she isn’t the easiest girl to put up with. You should already know that she’s unpredictable and that once in a while, this behavior of her will possess her, and that when this time comes, you should know what to do already. 

Because she’s your girl. 

She’s the extension of yourself so you should know her that well. If she’s mad, and she’s provoking you, then you should know how to calm yourself down because if you also let anger eats you, you’ll just fight and it won’t do you any good. If she’s sad, you should already know the right timing for everything. You know when is the right time to crack a joke, when is the right time to be serious, and when is the right time to just sit down with her and listen. She can be annoying and irritating, but at the end of the day, she can also be that sweet, loving and submissive girl. 

You just can’t love her sweet side, because if you really love her, you’ll also love her rough parts."


hehe so cute :)))