Chin up. :)

Life is not perfect; it never will be.
You just have to make the very best of it,
& you have to open your heart to what the world can show you.
Sometimes it's terrifying and sometimes its incredibly beautiful... 

I'll take both, thanks.



Accurrate depiction of my current feelings hahahaha but oh well its the june holidays whoo hoo time to be positive. :)



I hate it when you can't stop thinking about that one person. and deep down inside you know they probably haven't thought about you once. :/

Silence.

I just wish I have someone to share my interesting observations with without the fear of getting judged. HAHAHAHAHA I noticed something reallaye interesting today and REALLAYE wanna share it but I don't want to be that gossipy bitch that starts rumors about my friends. :/

The most special kind of love is often about nothing at all.

"Sometimes we put up walls.
Not to keep people out,
but to see who cares enough
to knock them down."

Life is just so hectic as per usual, and I get so frustrated because I really don't understand a single bloody thing.
URGHHH anyway gonna have a hot date later plus band concert wheeee~~ be excited for me. ^^

Reading Love and Other Tragedies again and it just drives me insane. :'(  OMG SO MANY FEELS. I wonder if that kind of love really truly exists. It really amazes me how people in these fictional stories manage to find their true love at 17.

The relationships I know of now are just so immature.

Hmmm.. nothing much I guess, just filled with so many random thoughts.
 

I have two moods

One is highly sophisticated intellectual
who goes into complex thoughts and is always moody and deep

the other is an immature 5 year old
that doesn’t know how to control herself or her language or her actions

there is no inbetween

Thoughts.. just some random thoughts...

Hey guys, so another update today. :) Well anyway, had oral today and I am OH SO royally screwed. :( It was sooo bad, I think I went out of point. :( Oh wait, no. The teacher told me that I went out of point -.- boo hoo hoo. Jc life is just really hard, I miss the ease of sec school life so much. :( The worse part is that you do so bad that you aren't even motivated to do better/work harder. :( I had a nice chat with my brother hahaha, and he is just really so damn bloody smart. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hope his smartness would just rub off on me but who am I kidding, I have zero IQ and general knowledge.

This has been a bad week thus far.

I'm just so sick of life.

after many bouts of angst:
screw this and screw me really.



 I really admire those people who can write poems.

Well anyway, dieting starts tomorrow and actually for real this time. :)
I shall just go slow and cut down on my random snacking.

Here's to new beginnings

Hey guys, so I've finally decided to resume updating on this blog!! Livejournal was totally just a phase for me.. Well anyway, this shall be my own personal space for ranting and just being me! I promise I'll update more often. :)

Well, life is really boring now, BUT NEXT FEW WEEKS ARE GONNA BE LIKE HELL BOO HOO HOO GUYS PRAY FOR ME.

So anyway, goodbye for now.

Taylor swift is so pretty~
(and the new blogger layout is pissing me off. Urgh why does everything piss me off?)